About Me
I am going to school to become a juvenile probation officer. I currently work as a pharmacy technician.Recent Entries
Lost
Hollow is whats inside me.Emptiness is what surronds me.Tears are what drowns me.Faith is what guides me. ....for I am lost.... read more
And Bowed My Weary Head
The ship that I had built myself was made of foolish pride. It fell apart and left me bare, with nowhere else to hide. I had no strength or faith to f... read more
Mistakes
I thought that I was ready to open my heart to love again. And I may have been ready to be loved again, but the end result just ended in heartache. ... read more
Friendship?
Basically I just feel really alone right now. I feel like the friends I thought I had aren''t true friends or rather unconditional friends. I just r... read more
Is He Watching
Sweet HeavenShe dances only in the moonlight,As it rains carmel rain drops,Melting on her silver strands of hair.Kissing her velvet lips,Spilling over... read more
Of The Past
I kept a diary all through highschool and I wrote poems about this boy John who I thought I loved and who kept breaking my heart. It wasn''t until we... read more
I Just Don't Understand Sometimes
Have you ever been let down so many times that you feel like your heart just can''t take anymore. I had this big weekend planned out and I was really... read more
Some Words Just Make You Feel.
Lately is seems that I either feel too much and am overcome by saddness or I don''t feel anything at all. I came across this poem the other day and f... read more
When I Needed Comfot
Say, Child why are you crying?Is it that rain comes in the morning?Come, child why aren''t you praying?Is it that your faith is not placed in Jesus?Jo... read more
Necklace
I have been looking pretty much everyday for a necklace that will hold John''s ashes in it. I know that there are a lot of websites out there that ma... read more
